21 years old is right
around the corner and I'm proud to say that I'm officially not a sucker for
love.
I feel like I been there done that when it comes to relationships.
I have
come a mighty long way from holding my pillow at night wishing that the guy in
my english class would notice me days...
obviously that never got the guy to
notice me and when they did they end up being not what I expected.
I know for a
fact I need to stop jumping from one guy to the next in hopes of my version of
a fairytale ending, a guy actually taking me out on a date!
It doesn't have to
be the typical candle light dinner, why is that so hard?
I don't want to hear it’s
a recession either!
I just want a guy who loves to see a girl happy and not
expect anything out of it.
Needless to say Shani don’t love them hoes and from
now on Shani is on a hiatus...
I'm going to be unavailable and focus on what’s
important the most, me.