Friday, May 4, 2012

and i wish we never did it **trey songz voice**

your eyes gaze at me
i look around with uncerntanty
that anyone can look like that at me
i smile and look down shyly

my tall dark n handsome african prince is what i called you secretly
skype sessions til 4 in the morning talking about whatever came freely
singing britney spears acting goofy
i loved when youd stare at me

you called me beautiful, i didnt know how to react to that
i thought to myself damn he's such a catch
but i cant like this guy, so i let go my feelings for you...detached

the last skype session was the quietest, as i watched you play 2k and talk to your homie
it was 3am and you were mindless
and then you asked me "can i come over and chill."
chill? CHILL?
my guts were churning but some how i managed to ignore it when i said, "yes."

then you were here.
so confused, i wanted to read your mind as you took off your shoes and sat on my bed.
"lets watch a movie,"  you said.

i was happy to see you as i laid my head on your chest and we talked n talked...
i cared for you, i called you friend.
but lust was yours while the fool was mine as i gave in to your temptations
and my flirtatious habits came...
sex was your aim
now that sex is my shame
and you cant even be the one to blame

tried to be friends but there were too many words left unsaid
we got into an argument and my blunt words has you misled
 and after that youve havnt checked up on me since
im bummed because im missing out on a good friend
and i sorta miss you...
aaww well , neeeeeext!