Saturday, April 21, 2012

im always posting nastygal's looks.. :)


Summer heat.
With the temperatures increasing, I'm dreading each day as I miss the cool winter breeze.
Heat waves  rippling on the black asphalt holding up the gas guzzling trucks coughing out grey smoke out their pipes into the great blue sky.
Girls dressed so skimpy I can’t tell the difference between dogs and men, as their eyes fixate onto a statuesque woman's curves walking by.
Showing out; guys playing ball and girlfriends cruising down the street for everyone to see.
Music bursting, base bumping out the speakers. Windows down, shades on, young. wild. free.
Heat changed mentality, laid back lax lifestyle, fun and memories begin.
But I’ll always  remember December, those memories lies be continued

Sunday, April 8, 2012

John 15:18

"If the world hates you, remember that it hated me first." John 15:18 . Lord, that speaks volumes to me. All the people in the world can talk bad about you and corrupt your life...

But I am loved because God has created me for a greater purpose and He gave his only begotten son so that I can be forgiven and He has blessed me through all my growing pains even my transgressions and He's the only one I need approval from. I live for Him, I'm not of this world..

Happy Resurrection Day.

Source: sinkingginhisgrace

dollar store treasures...

The dollar tree has some brand name items that you can find at walmart or target. I know the dollar tree doesn't sound appealing like I dont get food there.. smh.. but I get my cleaning supplies, school supplies, books (they got best selling authors books) organization supplies and my conditioner since I use a lot of conditioner for detangling and what not... =)

 This is the norm of what I buy/bought.. there's more but I couldn't find em.. Only a $1 though? get out of here....
I organize my makeup using glass candle holders, for how much? a dollar. mhmm dont sleep on the dollar tree folks! ^_^

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Growing Pains.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen, but I gotta let em be, I know God has a plan for me.

But as I'm stuck in this empty room locked in from the world, I sit on my blow up bed and wonder...

Whats the real reason why he wanted to call it quits..

I ponder and analyze the unfortunate events that led me to this point and I cry as the pain burns inside of me.

This can't be life, living with two male roomates in this strangers basement, living off of $1 dollar frozen dinners...

STRESSING! that I'm not gonna make next months rent and my bills?

My over consumed thoughts get the best of me as I think of the right words to say when my mom asks me if I'm okay.

I'm alone but I'm growing stronger. I'm thankful and I'm blessed.