Saturday, April 7, 2012

Growing Pains.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen, but I gotta let em be, I know God has a plan for me.

But as I'm stuck in this empty room locked in from the world, I sit on my blow up bed and wonder...

Whats the real reason why he wanted to call it quits..

I ponder and analyze the unfortunate events that led me to this point and I cry as the pain burns inside of me.

This can't be life, living with two male roomates in this strangers basement, living off of $1 dollar frozen dinners...

STRESSING! that I'm not gonna make next months rent and my bills?

My over consumed thoughts get the best of me as I think of the right words to say when my mom asks me if I'm okay.

I'm alone but I'm growing stronger. I'm thankful and I'm blessed.


  1. I LOVE your blog!!! I'm not sure what's going on exactly in your life but I will definitely keep you in my prayers. You may be lonely but you are never alone.

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